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came across a sentence in facebook....
came across a sentence in facebook....When there's a girl who doesn't cry anymore , it's not because she's heartless , but because she was so hurt , she can't feel anymore ..
how true can this sentence be? i must say i agree with it....when it come to a stage where a girl was hurt times and again....that definitely wont turn her into a wonder woman or superwoman.....but instead it will numb her heart....her heart will just get chiller and chiller.....till its frozen and the number of times the heart beat will gradually decrease too....till it stop....sad isnt it....
sometimes i really find women amazing....they can withhold lots of heartache and disappointment...she can even give chances and chances to the man she loved....but men? they will never be able to even allow a speck of dust in his eyes.....do we still call that equal? of cos there are still the minority =)
i think i'm really beginning to let go....lots of things just doesnt seems to matter anymore....from alot of incidents....i just gather that our love have moved somewhere else.....hmmmm....in fact i've started to live life by myself since last year june.....perhaps its a way of preparing myself for the future battle alone....well....it may be alone, it may be not haha
we are still together in fact...and i've chose to let fate decide where we should go....what is meant to be mine will eventually be mine....what is not will never be.....i'm just tired of trying and trying....i'm just tired of being the only actress in this show....no others....its just Me, I and Myself....asking the same thing everyday will only make me sick haha.....i gave up asking...
its coming 8 years soon....one more month to go.....i guess what the older folks say were right afterall...long-run relationship will just tired both parties out....its either both get attached when both reach the 2nd to 3rd year of dating or the chances of getting married will just get lower and lower....me? seriously i have not thought of marrying him ever since i've met him due to his "that time status"....not even till he told me abt the marriage plan when he's inside given that his status is back to normal now....everything is just so vague that i dont even want to hold on any hopes to it....perhaps i'm tired...really tired.....
sometimes i really find women amazing....they can withhold lots of heartache and disappointment...she can even give chances and chances to the man she loved....but men? they will never be able to even allow a speck of dust in his eyes.....do we still call that equal? of cos there are still the minority =)
i think i'm really beginning to let go....lots of things just doesnt seems to matter anymore....from alot of incidents....i just gather that our love have moved somewhere else.....hmmmm....in fact i've started to live life by myself since last year june.....perhaps its a way of preparing myself for the future battle alone....well....it may be alone, it may be not haha
we are still together in fact...and i've chose to let fate decide where we should go....what is meant to be mine will eventually be mine....what is not will never be.....i'm just tired of trying and trying....i'm just tired of being the only actress in this show....no others....its just Me, I and Myself....asking the same thing everyday will only make me sick haha.....i gave up asking...
its coming 8 years soon....one more month to go.....i guess what the older folks say were right afterall...long-run relationship will just tired both parties out....its either both get attached when both reach the 2nd to 3rd year of dating or the chances of getting married will just get lower and lower....me? seriously i have not thought of marrying him ever since i've met him due to his "that time status"....not even till he told me abt the marriage plan when he's inside given that his status is back to normal now....everything is just so vague that i dont even want to hold on any hopes to it....perhaps i'm tired...really tired.....
Sometime you just have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears and say good-bye....
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