hurting memories

世界上最心痛的感觉，不是失恋，而是我把心给你的时候，你却在欺骗我...

can anyone still believe? memories of him and me is still haunting me...

as expected, saw him in taka for his stilt walking performance during the competition...i didnt want to look at him...thus i move out and take a puff...was chatting with ccc and ask him about all my friends from xc...somehow the chat drift over to me and him...ccc ask me what exactly happen...i just tell him im also not clear about it...telling ccc abt his betrayal to me cause tears swelling up in my eyes...it still hurts...

its been a year plus...and seriously...i have no urge to get a boyfriend yet...although at times i still feel lonely...but i really appreciate all my friends who are still with me till today...

i dunno will i be able to love another again...the wound he left me...i just knew it will never heal....the hate! i doubt it will ever go away....haiz....when will i be ever ready to let go...

movies updates!

movie - continue my part 2 & 3 in funshion...still very nice! rating 4/5...highly recommended!

korean horror movie...watch in the cathay with minmin, kaka and lionel....hmmm...not that scary...its all the sound effect...rating 2.5/5...

taiwan drama...nice!!! rating 4/5...highly recommended

latest movie...watch in funshion...soso only...not as nice as the past episode...rating 2.5/5

movie - watch in cineleisure with jos, kaka and minmin...childhood cartoon..nice! rating 4/5..can watch!

im not slow ok hahaha...just feeling bored so decided to watch every part again in funshion...nice! rating 4/5...im expecting part 5 to be out soon...highly recommended.

debts from the past??

been bringing my mum to the society for the physically disable centre for her rehab every 4 times per week...somehow it just gives me alot of thoughts upon seeing the patients there...some really frail and weak...some are young people...although most of the care givers i saw are maids...there are still some who are immediate family of the patient...

there is this 2 young girls which i've seen them quite frequently...one has problem sitting up by her own, let alone walk...the other is able to walk but just need to be more stabilise...the deepest thoughts i have is the girl who have to depend on her mother for help to move around...she looks so young...and her mother is forever so patient with her...there were times when i see the girl shouting at her mum just bcos her mum wanted to help her in something on her rehab...the girl insist on wanting the physio there to help her instead of her mum....at times im thinking...is this what the chinese believed in...debts from the past live...

i guess there is some truth to the belief...everybody is in this world for a reason...paying debts i think...look at how humans have been treating humans...some are so good to the jerks...whereas some are so bad to the kind...is this some kind of debts which they have accumulate in their past lives and are here to repay in their present lives...the relationship just goes from parents to children, siblings and siblings, friends to friends, husband and wife....the list just goes on....is there really an after life? no one knows....

anyway its just some random thoughts which i had...hereby i would like to wish all the patients in SPD to recover soon...be it true or false...hope everyone repay their "debts" soon too...

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其实我们都明白，你，在我心里很重要。

其实我们都明白，你，在我心里很重要。

每一个人都有一个特别的异性朋友，而这个人是我们另一半都无法代替的人。那感觉就是，为了不失去对方，而宁愿只保持朋友状态的无奈。

我，很想他。。。一个在现实中离我曼远的人，但是我们每一次见面，那很亲切的感觉总是豪不客气的泳上心头。看见他我会很开心，虽然他是一个不善于表达的男生，但我们之间的感觉，就是那么奇妙。

我们很快又要见面了，开心，向往。。。虽然我们只是朋友，我还是很珍惜我们之间的一切。。。

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