frienship?????

im so disappointed by some ppl...other than twisting my words....other than giving problems...i really wonder what else are they good at....blame me for being too trusting and easy on them....why is it that minor things can be stir till big problem....wtf did i do to deserve all this shit....cant i really get a true friend in this world?? why are humans so fucking scary and dangerous....i hate all these....fuck all these idiots!

Movie - Meat Grinder (Thai)

人肉米粉 aka meat grinder.....watched this thai movie 2 days back...i would say its indeed a nice one...full of gore and bloody scene....i would give a rating of 4/5 for this show....its somehow kinda similar to hong kong 人肉叉烧包....just that this is more gross....highly recommeded for those who loves this kinda storyline....lolz

Movie - Descent (part 1 & 2)

was recommended by douglas to watch this movie...i wouldnt say it is fantastic but overall still consider an okay movie...rating i would give 3/5 for both parts....this show is confirmed a low production movie cos throughout the whole show.... limited casts are found hahahaha....and they just simply flim this movie in a cavern like area....nothing to shout about....but if you have nothing to do..no harm watching la lolz....this movie can be found in tudou.com .....

bastard!!

i used to have a friend...someone whom i use to think who is ok...but these few days...i've started to get more and more turn off by him....all along i know he sucks...all along i've heard lots of things about him...all along i've witness tons of his rubbish....the last straw came when he was trying to be unreasonable to me and also he's trying to be funny...i've then decided to delete him off from my facebook acct...i really dont need such a "friend" like him who only know how to make use of ppl kindness and take them for granted...

i pity someone who is with him...pity her for being blind...pity her for being stupid...how can she expect someone like him to change for the better when times and again she got hurt...i call dat love abuse...its not as if she cant have someone better...not as if she's born ugly...not as if in this world he is the only man left...why should she even allow herself to be treated this way....anyway...i've decide not to give anymore advice to her...what's the point of asking and ppl give advice yet you wanna defend him...in the end "we" became the villain...and seriously...we dont need that kind of address....only she treat him like treasure....god knows how much funny things he did behind her....god knows what he treat her as....i just find her a pathetic soul....

as for him...why didnt he realise he is the one having problem? why is it that so many of his friends chose to leave and he still think he is right? why is it that everytime only he have the say and the others only can listen and follow...we dont owe him a living yea? if its the fact that he is a much welcome person...things wouldnt have turn out this way....or perhaps "friends" this term to him is just another object for making use....i really wonder have he ever use his heart and treat someone as a friend...anyway i really dont see any need for us to put up with his nonsense and make our own life miserable....cos he is not fit to have a true friendship...to hell with him....

karma shall prevail...........lets see who shall have the final laugh =)

dragon dance at little india

kaka show me a youtube link...and upon viewing it...i saw myself in the clip hahaha....that occasion was a parade in little india celebrating their deepavali....and so coincidently the person took the clip at the first stop which is me doing the dragon pearl....although i have been in dragon dance for abt 20 years...but the pictures or videos i have of me doing the dragon pearl is zero...hmmm....regretted for not keeping a record....by now when i want it...i just cant seems to find it anymore....so i would say this clip is the first clip i have ever had =)

although its just some simple stunts bcos the time they give us at each stop is so limit....but the fun and joy of dragon dancing is so much more than just running around...the guys which join me in the dance most of them are from johor...my juniors lolz.....only mixing some of the sg guys in....i really appreciate whoever is the one who post the clip up on youtube...that will be a very good memory for me....thank you very much =)

maple story

recently i'm back to mapling hahahaha....i know its consider an outdate game but well...sometimes when you are so free and dunno what to do...this is the game to help you tide over your boredom =)

all my characters are at aquila....i've got a lvl 9x priest, recently just started training new character, aran and night walker...i like the skills of night walker...its so god damned cool....but i hate the jumping part lolz...dunno why but i just sucks at jumping....hmmm...i wont go to the extend of chionging everyday la....when i'm bored and with nothing to do i will drop in and slowly train my characters....for those who are interested and still playing maple story....u might wanna try your luck and see if u can get me inside =)

aquila

priest - wishmistress
aran - armario
night walker - athenelove


=D

singapore flyer

went to the singapore flyer with sdlaa members last night...we arrange to meet at the ticketing booth at 9pm....total there's 16 of us hahahaha...although the ride itself was boring....it was fun to be with my buddies =)

seriously speaking...if this ride is not free....i wouldn't have pay $29.50 for a trip doing nothing..no doubt its an experience...but still i find it not worth.....but i do have to admit that the scenery of Singapore at night is awesome....the lights. the skyline, the highway....its a different feel =)

after the ride we went over to Popeye for some food as some of the guys are hungry...we were also discussing where to go next....someone suggest go to boat quay the mind cafe...heard its a new concept and since i have nothing to do at home too....i decided to tag along....




i would say mind cafe is indeed refreshing...a healthy place for friends and family to gather around...they have 3 levels there....and there are all sorts of board game from monopoly to jenga to uno stacker to pictionary and alot more lolz....we were all having apple, peach or orange juice....having fun shouting due to excitement and laughter....the night was just great! lolz....and best thing was...it just cost about $17 for each of us....free flow drinks and tibits haha...we left the place at 2am because they are closing...if not i'm sure all of us will stay on for the fun =D looking forward to our next excursion soon.....

天幕下的恋人 - HK Drama

just finish watching this hong kong drama last night....story wise not as good as 最美丽的第七天....almost the same cast for this 2 drama hahaha....but overall still consider ok la..... =)

now i dunno which drama to continue watching....getting kinda tired from all the chasing, sleeping in wee hours just to know what is happening in the next episode lolz....i guess thats the habit of all drama watchers....maybe i will rest for a week or so before i start watching again....have completely no idea what to watch next....any recommendation out there?

bitching

sometimes i really wonder why on earth is this kinda man existing in this world....forever boasting and talking big....always act as mr nice....always act as mr humourous or cute -_-" .......got a stable and good gf liao yet dunno how to treasure....always flirting outside thinking he is mr casanova.....i really despise this kinda man....ppl beside him have been leaving one by one....so who is having the problem now?

there's a saying that goes....if one person two person dont talk to you...it might be a misunderstanding....but if more and more person ignoring and avoiding you....its time to check on yourself....if you are really such a good friend....i dont see why all your friends are leaving....all i can say now is...retribution will comes back to you de...mark my words....life wont be a bed of roses for you all the way....karma will befall on you....不是不报。。。只是时辰未到.....fuck you idiot!!!!!

2nd time tooth plucking

today the dentist decided to remove another 2 of my teeth...surprisingly...the jab this time wasnt as painful as the previous one....went for the appt at 2pm...by 2.10pm i'm out of the dentist...fast right hahaha....the dentist wanted me to go back for my denture mould next saturday morning...so it means i have to go without a few teeth for a few weeks while waiting for the wound to recover and also wait for the dentures to be ready....overall i'm glad i make this move...removing all the shaky teeth...i feel much better.....can eat better too without all those pain lingering around....kudos to my dentist too...he try his very best to minimise the pain for me....he is indeed a good dentist =D i am just so happy now somehow hahahaha....goodbye shaky and decayed teeth!!!

heart breaking

Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you but trusting them enough not to...

Love is a sweet, wonderful yet heart breaking feeling...although love hurts most of the time....humans are forever chasing it....why did god create love in the first place? once created then why must he allow others to break it?

last night was chatting on msn with my bro...basically i was asking him...how could a man tell others how much he love his wife or gf and yet hold another woman outside....isnt this contradicting? the reply i got from my bro was....all men cheat...i find this really a sad case....how could a man hurt the woman whom he say he loves so badly....isnt he suppose to bring happiness to her instead? i just couldnt figure it out....

sometimes i feel...being in a relationship is so so tiring....initial stage is the honeymoon period....everything also sweet...slowly follow by quarrels and arguements...follow by suspect and doubting....cold war....and lastly have to worry about the love sparks fading off....everybody go thru this i'm sure...is love really that simple? or did humans made it complicated...

i deeply believe there is no perfect couple in this world...to put 2 different people together and live a lifetime needs alot of compromise....give and take....couples who dont quarrel might not be a good thing...afterall...quarrels are suppose to let both of you know each other better.....or rather....some says its the spice to keep a relationship going haha....insulting...if both of you can communicate properly..then why need to argue and cause tears and heart break.

i love to have a man who loves me....i love to have the attention from the man i loved too....but will it last? no one knows....love just hurts~

pluck tooth again -_-"

just the though of the jab thru my gums make me shudder....today at 2pm im due to go to the dentist again to fix the rest of my shaky teeth...damn scary lor....dunno how many is he going to remove today...shucks!

i hope to get my dentures fix asap....i look so damn fugly with some teeth missing now...wanna go out also gotta think twice...although i have the face mask...but still i'm gonna look awkward...haiz..

pluck tooth

never in my life do i like to go to the dentist....hate the drilling sound....hate the pain....especially the jab in the gum -_-"

blame myself for not bothering to take good care of my teeth....this afternoon i actually went to the dentist to have 2 of my tooth pluck off cos they are damn shakey....and i can tell you this....the jab pain like hell!!!!!!!!!!! nbz....the dentist was telling me there are still 2-3 more shakey tooth to be pluck off....he told me to go back on saturday again to settle the rest zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

after settling all the shakey tooth....i still need to wait for the wound to recover before i can go have my denture mould done....and that would means i have to go without a few teeth for about 1 month...OMG!!! no choice now, i decided the best way to take cover will be to wear a face mask...thus i went to the pharmacy and bought a 100 pc face mask for my outing usage...sickening lor....im going to look like an alien liao >.<

hopefully i dont have to wait long to replace all the missing holes....i look damn fugly now lor....dont understand why cant god gave us humans the ability to regrowth our teeths when they drop off...just like sharks...their jaws are always replacing worn out teeths till they die....why the hell are we only given 2 sets of teeths in our lifetime....its just not fair lor....asshole! fuck it!!!! i hate dentist!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hong kong drama - 最美丽的第七天

finally finish watching this hong kong drama - 最美丽的第七天....very nice script with all the hunks and beauties starring,....actually my main purpose in watching this drama is because of this handsome hunk name 鄭嘉穎 aka kevin cheng hurhurhur....now im really wondering does the love he show in the drama ever exist....really thumbs up for this drama....for those who have yet to watch must not miss this....

i love 鄭嘉穎!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha

missing you~

soon its coming to 8 years...a relationship which i have been treasuring....thinking back on the memories of our laughter, the place we went to, the stupid things we did together, times when we quarrel, times when i almost gave up....so many things....

i love the way when you are beside me, the attention i get from you...its just so sweet....i'm just simply crazy over you~

sometimes when you get so busy with your stuffs, i just felt a sense of loss, the feeling is just so scary....it just seems like i'm losing you....

are you going to hold my hands forever till we get old? am i still "the one" for you?

will you still love me tomorrow?

fun with blogskin templates

found this stitch and angel blog skin and find it very nice...decided to change from the grumpy toast to this...once again with special thanks to isabel....now she is fast asleep on the bed and here i am still meddling with the templates....somehow i manage to hide my music play list lolz...nice~ if u are wondering where is my play list....did u manage to spot it? hahaha...

cant sleep now...shall go watch my hong kong drama...to be continue again =D

sentosa trip

was a back dated post lolz...been rather lazy to blog recently... =P

last week on thursday....feeling bored and i saw michelle on msn, jio her to sentosa with our dogs....went fetch her at her place and we proceed in to sentosa...entrance was at $6 with parking fee at tanjong beach at $3....getting more and more ex lor....somemore its a weekday afternoon -_-"

michelle says she want ah bam to soak in the sea water hoping his skin problem will cease...and as usual i bring thaddea only....but nowadays she didnt want to get into the water....i have to leash and drag her down....its a god damned hot weather....soaking in the water is so cooling....but dunno why the 2 dogs keep going on shore....end up its us 2 humans in the water and 2 dogs up on the shore....dunno are they bringing us for a swim or we bringing them for a dip lolz....

enjoy for about 2 hour plus we decided to wash up and leave...as i'm walking to the bathroom....saw my bro with willie....the 2 of them are having some IT project at sentosa too...knowing i'm at tanjong beach....they drop by and say hi to me =D

took some pics of the dogs when they are there....enjoy~

JB 洪仙大帝

went in to JB yesterday for the annual 洪仙大帝 parade....its been ages since i last went in...my bro jio me in, suppose to just go look see....but he suddenly change his mind and decided to join in the parade as that's his first time lolz....

as usual...rain start pouring before the parade starts....ended just when the parade is moving off...it always happen the same thing every year....same old thing....same old troupes....almost the same old route too....

we started walking at about 7pm...the guys were having fun along the way...dragon dance, playing big flat pole etc....qiang eat and eat and eat along the way hahahaha....my bro keep drink and drink and drink...end up he got drunk zzzzz

overall a very tiring but fun night....mr bro start jioing me for next year parade liao...told him i'll consider about it again lolz.....attached is some of the pics for the parade....