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dread the feeling of going home...dread the feeling of sleeping alone...have been going out till wee hours these few days...im still not used to being alone...its really tough..

when can i visit him? no news at all...

all his close friends are concern about him...even my mum also ask about him...i deeply appreciate it...

i hope i dont have to wait long before he get his freedom...i hope he will be home with me soon...i really miss him dearly...

good news? bad news?

5th day....from what i gather from my friends, if i receive any calls saying that he will be out within this 2 weeks...dat is bad news...he's gonna get charge for heavier punishment....

i hope and pray that he wont be out then...stay there all the way...his friends,family and me will be waiting for him out here...stay strong my dear...

sleepless nite

ever since he was away...i didnt have a good sleep...everyday slept for only 2-3 hours...waking up every now and then...to find the other side of my bed empty...im so not used to it...it just seems like my other half is gone...is missing...i feel so lost...

to live by myself alone after 7 years of companionship is really not easy...i have no one to talk to when im home,no one to buy me my fav oolong tea anymore,no one to pamper me again,no one to treat me the way he does,no one for me to call and ask "where are you?" "what time will you be home?" anymore...suddenly my world just changed...

ping told me...the 1st year is the toughest to go through....cos my brain will be fill with his image...will miss him lots...i know its true...bcos this is only the 2nd day and i can feel the difference already...its gonna be more tough in times to come im sure...

dunno wats happening this year...within a short 6 months...so many things happen...joshua,wing seng,feng,pang...follow by NT and now its my man...WTF is going on???? why is all these happening???

im really in no mood to do anything...im so tired...mentally and physically...i just lost interest in doing anything...i think i need a break...

im looking forward to seeing him again...i've promise him i'll wait for him....i know its really not easy...but i really hope that he can be a better person when he gets back his freedom again...i hope everything is worth it...no regrets....

be home soon...

second night without you by my side...my heart's aching so badly...i really miss you...how have you been? couldnt resist myself from crying whenever im home alone...i miss your voice...miss your hug...miss your smell...be home soon...

i just couldnt believe all this is happening...what am i suppose to do without you by my side? is everything going to be ok? i pray to god...pls keep you safe...be home soon...

i promise you i will wait for you...pls stay strong for my sake...im so looking forward to the day when i'll be seeing you...i miss your smile...miss your laughter and i miss you...be home soon...

i did a tarot reading for you...although the results are disappointing....but i choose to doubt my cards and believe that its a wrong reading...i hope miracles appear and you'll be safe....i'm still waiting for you...waiting for our reunion...be home soon...

我真的真的好想你...

Michael Jackson Dead.

LOS ANGELES (AFP) - - Pop icon Michael Jackson died Thursday after suffering a cardiac arrest, the entertainment website TMZ.com reported.

The website reported that Jackson, 50, suffered a heart attack just after 12:00 pm (1900 GMT) local time and paramedics were unable to revive him.

Jackson's manager Tohme E. Tohme was not immediately available for comment when contacted by AFP. Officials at UCLA Medical Center where Jackson was treated also could not be reached for comment.

Los Angeles Fire Department spokesman Devin Gales would not confirm Jackson's identity but said paramedics went to an address corresponding to the star's home at 12:21 pm (1921 GMT) and the person was taken to UCLA Medical Center.

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haiz...another pop star gone...tho i find him hideous looking after all those plastic surgery...i still think he is a talent...his songs practically grow up together with me....from his billie jeans to heal the world etc...i would say he is a good singer that really leaves a very deep impression in all of us...

MJ, you will forever be remembered...

missing you...

it hurts me to see you like that... i hope u can take good care of yourself when i'm not around you...i hope things will change for the better soon...so much happening within this short period..im so mentally and physically tired...pls promise me that such incident will never ever happen again....i'll wait for you...wait for our reunion...i love you...

*25/06/2009*

happy 2009 father's day...

dad...happy father's day to you....

i miss you....

=P

sorry for neglecting my blog...been kinda lazy lately...maybe due to the hot weather lolz

anyway i took one of the astrology test from facebook...and i find its so accurate...the italic, bold and coloured ones are the ones i find it true ;)

Aquarius

Emotions
Emotional experiences and dealing with emotions themselves tends to be difficult for the Aquarius. This seemingly emotional detachment is what tends to make the Aquarian appear a bit cold and remote when it comes to deeply emotional experiences. It isn't that Aquarians are unemotional people in general, it just takes them awhile to really let people into their lives. Once they let their guard down, Aquarians are very passionate and loyal people.

Ideals
As stated before, the Aquarius personality is that of a humanitarian. They have a strong desire to serve in philanthropic and charitable endeavors. Their societal beliefs are very idealistic in the sense that they believe that one of their main purposes in life is serving to benefit the greater good of mankind. It's not uncommon to see an Aquarian volunteering at the local homeless shelter or generously donating money to various charities.

Temperament
Aquarians do not like to be boxed-in. If an Aquarian feels like he or she is backed into a corner, the person committing this huge mistake will no doubt be on the receiving end of that Aquarian's temper, which can be explosive. Not only that, the typical Aquarius tends to hold onto bitter feelings and resentments. So, if you cross and Aquarius, don't expect to be welcomed back with opened arms.

Lifestyle
The Aquarian lifestyle is a little on the unconventional side because the Aquarius personality is naturally a bit rebellious and non-conformist. People born under this sign are less than thrilled with the rigidity of typical "nine-to-five" work schedules so they often hold less conventional jobs in which the schedule varies. Better yet, they choose jobs that allow them the freedom to make their own schedules and march to their own drums. Just take a look at the following famous Aquarians and you'll see what we mean.

Oprah Winfrey
Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
Bob Marley
Charles Darwin
Abraham Lincoln
Sir Francis Bacon

nuffnang???

hmmmm.....i wanna ask...does nuffnang really works for all bloggers?

from my 1st post which is in last year august till now...its 10 months already...and i have yet to get a single ad from them...all my blogger friends mention that they had their 1st ad after about 3 months when they started blogging...is something wrong with my blog? or did i do something wrong? hahahaha

all i wanted was to earn some extra income...but it seems that nuffnang dont like me...dat explain why till now i didnt get a single ad in my blog...haiz...

when will i start earning money from my blog? can somebody pls tell me =(

(-_-")

recently i've got a couple of listing on hands...i should be happy about it as it means more business for me...but the problem is...all my on hand listing are so far away...from ang mo kio to jurong west to punggol to bedok zzzzzzzz....and im staying at redhill...just transport alone is enough to kill me...

now that i've just started...i really cannot complain too much but just do it..in real estate term...we call this district 65...it means covering all of singapore lolz...

must really jiayou...i wanna earn money and go for a break...so bored to be in s'pore...

hope i see results soon...

speedy recovery!!!

my friend, ah kiat, got into an accident again...haiz...this time was rather serious...fracture in his ribcage and leg...stitches just slightly above his lips...

silver me and isabel went to visit him today at alexandra hospital...amanda was there with him...looking at the state he is in...i can really feel the pain which he is going through now...as i have blood phobia all along and my body will go jelly upon seeing all these injure people...i feel myself feeling faint and nausea when i saw him...

i hope ah kiat will get well soon...and after this 2nd ordeal...i hope he can really take care of himself and dont let his loved ones be worried about him...

speedy recovery soon!!! xc is still waiting for u for the dragon dance training and competition!!!