arrrggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my god damn coughing is back again...its damn freaking irritating becos i just wake up from my sleep every night becos of the cough....am wondering is it becos of the change in my ciggie thats why my coughing didnt stop at all since 1 month plus ago...can feel the phlegm but just cant seems to cough it out...it just somehow stuck at the throat area....sickening!!! i didnt intend to go visit the doc becos im damn freaking sure the med the doc gives sure cannot help much....aarrrggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! when will i recover?????????? -_-"