speedy recovery

mum went for her operation yesterday which is the 25th....she's allow to be discharge today at 1pm....went over to fetch her....dunno why hospital at that timing so many people...i turn everywhere and couldnt find a parking spot...end up wait by the roadside for mum to collect her medicine and stuff and walk down to the taxi stand and i'll pick her there....

upon entering the car....she keep scolding the nurses there hahaha....wonder why the nurses there love to do their things last min.....then out of a sudden she ask me whether i want to see her wound zzzzzz...although its covered up...i still dont feel good....then she show me a plastic container with some liquid inside....then she starts telling me what is the usage for.....and after hearing i just went limp zzzzzzzzz...bcos her wound is still raw....the plastic container is attached to the wound to collect the blood water which is still dripping...so what i saw in the container is my mum blood water lor....eewwww.....i immediately ask my mum to stop the topic and i kept quiet....reason being i have blood phobia....seeing blood or wound will cause me to go weak....i can even feel myself tembling while im driving...

reach home, she show me a small plastic cup...she say its for her to measure how many ml of blood water she have been discharging everyday...she's suppose to write down in a form and give to the nurses...she then walk out of the room and not long after came into my room again and say "wah u see....such a short while nia the container full liao" and i froze again -_-" nbz lor....i told her dont show me anymore la...i see already feel very uncomfortable...she laugh at me and walk off zzzzzz

she is given mc till march 12th...then have to go back check up again....hope she recover soon and stay in pink of health.... =)

yoooozzz

hahaha...finally my dongdongchiang finish already!!!! only left some small events....damn freaking tiring lor....and i believe bcos of the weather and lack of sleep....my heatiness is back again....every morning wake up i have those greenish thick phelgm stuck in my throat, have to clear a couple of times then can....worse still....dunno is it isabel or whoever pass me the flu virus too....now my nose also leaking -_-"

for the past week i have been waking up everyday at 6 or 7am +....after this whole thing finish i just cant seems to sleep late....my biology clock wakes me up at 8+ am everyday lolz....

will be sending my mum to the hospital later....she is appt to have her operation on tml....hope everything goes well for her....

after sending her to the hospital, i will be going for an interview as a PI (Private Investigator) lolz....actually this job has been in my mind since i'm real young....everytime i flip open the papers i see them recruiting and i'm so tempted to go....but dunno why in the end i just didnt.but this time round, i confirm i wanna go for the interview....for those who knew me know i cant sit still in office job....cannot tolerate boring routine too....so this PI job might be the best for me...exciting and challenging....i hope they will decide to employ me hehehe...wish me luck yea!!!

new year new things!!

wishing everybody a happy 2010 tiger year!!! may all of my loved ones and friends be bless with happiness, good health, prosperity and wealth!!!

after a late night out last night at HOS, i woke up at about 11am today....did some net surfing and i started doing my housework from about 12pm onwards....vacumm the whole flat, wash the kitchen, wash their pee tray, wash the toilet, change their newspaper and cat litter, then mop the whole house..total took me abt 2 hours to finish everything...

rest for a while then change my bedsheet, very nice set, bought the bed sheet from melaka..i like it so much so i find it so cute lolz...wanted to buy the whole set initially but no stock for the comforter so end up i only get the bedsheet set...

tml is the day where all my nightmares start lolz...wish me luck folks!!!

my bed sheet are fill with his traditional wedding couples, cute right? hurhurhur~

this is the overall look for my bedsheet

tired~~~ zzzzzzzzz

omg! its been some time simce i last went for my lion dance...today we actually chu shi from morning 7am till night time 8pm...im god damn tired lor..and both my arms are aching like hell....is that a sign that im getting old? -_-"

cny and valentine's day is coming soon...dunno whether to be happy or not...we got to chu shi from 1st day of cny till the 9th day...every morning got to reach longshi at 8am zzzzzz....wondering can i pongten or not wahahahhahaha...if i got work coming along...i might just decide not to chu shi...bcos my work i can earn more =P but i know i will miss the fun...well...now i know the saying "you cant have the cake and eat it" theory...

nightmares are finally coming...the days of not enough sleep...sun tan in this god damn weather...feeling sticky the whole day....scary...after this post of mine i dunno when will i have the time to log in and blog again...maybe after cny ba lolz...

meanwhile i wish everybody a very happy cny and may all of you prosper!!!! huat ar!!!!!!!!!!!

new hair style!!

had always wanted to go for a hair cut since ages ago....but i have been dragging and dragging till today...i finally went for it lolz...although not much difference on my hair style cos i still opt for layered....but the obvious changes in my hair are the highlights....as cny is coming soon...i chose bright red colour...was pondering on whether should i dyed the whole head or just highlights...the hair stylist told me highlights will be nicer...so without further thoughts i listen to her suggestion...the overall turn out was great...i like my current colours and hair style...actually im rather skeptical about letting unfamiliar hair stylist to cut my layered hair...but this girl did a great job...im really satisfied with the result...and best thing of all...it didnt cost me a bomb...total i just spend :

ladies hair cut : $6.80
highlights : $73
hair treatment : $18

it just cost me slightly over a $100....if i were to go back to my usual hair stylist at singapore shopping...it would cost abt $200 plus without hair treatment...see the difference? haha....im definitely going back there to cut my hair again although most of them there are prcs....i think my hair stylist is a local tho..her name is apple...furthermore its so near to my place...the saloon is located at redhill mrt =D isabel had her hair done too...she did rebonding...cost $68...and mind u...both our hair are damn long lolz...so i find it a good bargain...

now that i had my hair cut and coloured...hope all those bad things are being cut away too...and good luck comes my way!!! huat ar!!!!!!!

arrrggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my god damn coughing is back again...its damn freaking irritating becos i just wake up from my sleep every night becos of the cough....am wondering is it becos of the change in my ciggie thats why my coughing didnt stop at all since 1 month plus ago...can feel the phlegm but just cant seems to cough it out...it just somehow stuck at the throat area....sickening!!! i didnt intend to go visit the doc becos im damn freaking sure the med the doc gives sure cannot help much....aarrrggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! when will i recover?????????? -_-"

bad news

received a bad news today via sms from my sister...my mum have got a malignant tumor in her breast and its 2nd stage...it came as a shock for me...

mum went for check up abt 1-2 weeks ago...today she went with my sister to collect the report...somehow when i got the news...i just couldnt believe what my eyes are reading...cancer...the scariest word in one's dictionary....

mum is to go back for review on the 9th and 11th of feb...operation to remove the affected area is schedule on the 25th feb....at this current moment...i suddenly realise what does it meant when ppl say that 'LIFE IS SO FRAGILE"...mum put on a brave front tho i know she must be scare out of her wit...i just hope that now everything will be ok for her...*pray*

i pray that all my loved ones will be fine and healthy...pray that mum will be fine...hopefully when the new year comes...all bad things will just leave us alone...