清晨的感觸

九月三十日 晴

現在是早上七點二十分。。。不知怎的﹐我睡不著。。。

昨天晚上﹐看了范文芳與李明順的婚禮﹐讓我感觸很深。 好幸福啊。。。我有一天也會像文芳那麼幸福嗎?

我的他﹐終於在七年後的今天﹐ 對我說出他會娶我。。。這真的是我一直在等的結局嘛? 這一切都會是真的嘛?

經過了一次失敗的婚姻﹐我從沒想過再嫁。。。正所為﹐見一次鬼還不怕黑嘛。。。上一次的經歷真的是不堪回首。。。只留下了一道傷疤。。。

但是﹐我遇見了他。。。除了一些要不得但是能夠改掉的壞習慣。。。他真的對我非常的好。。。我想。。。應該再也沒有人能像他這一般的縱容我了吧。。。在他身邊。。。我永遠都能那麼霸道﹐不講道理。。。永遠都是他掌心上的那塊寶石。。。

是緣嘛? 我想應該是的。。。我總是以為我會放棄這段感情。。。但很多次﹐我都堅持了。。。這是唯一和我上一段婚姻的不同之處。。。上一回﹐我很果斷。。。說放就放﹐連頭也不回﹐我放下了。。。這一次﹐我竟然機會給了一次又一次。。。都已經忘了那一次又一次原諒的次數了。。。

現在﹐我只想好好的等他。。。我們應該很快就要團聚了吧。。。我想﹐我應該會很幸福的。。。 (^~^)

至死不渝的爱情|A Touching Love Story

一辈子都能和相爱的人在一起，这…难道不是人人都向往的爱情吗？

尽管山崩地裂或海枯石烂也要在一起！

但…真的会有这样的爱情吗？

请看看以下视频…

This is a touching love story which brings tears to the eyes of all who watched it.

~Beginning of translation~

01:11

A female dog lays dead in the middle of the road, with her male counterpart staying close by, refusing to leave an inch

01:18

Amidst the heavy traffic, he did his utmost to drag his beloved, who still had a bit of warmth left in her, to the side of the road

01:31

As he watched the heavy traffic that passed him, he keeps a vigil watch over her body, trying to revive the lost life which was still with him a couple of minutes ago

02:02

Unlike humans, animals are very straight forward with how they express their love. He hugs and licks his wife, whose body is still soft, bearing hope that she could still be saved

02:42

(Video owner's commentary)

In this long distance footage, I gave him a sausage. He bit off half and place it in her mouth. I gave him water, which he hastily lapped and fed her some

When she doesn't react, he lay down dejectedly and rests his head on her body, exuding a sadness in his eyes...

In this fast developing time, how many animals have perished on the roads? How many animals have been sacrificed because of human civilization?

03:50

During the (Sichuan) earthquake, a man was carrying his (dead) wife and was hailed for his undying love. Yet, what do people view of this little dog who protects his beloved with his own lithe body?

No love is greater or lesser, superior or inferior. We have the same emotions but we do not understand them... or we cannot be bothered to do so?

Picking a farm house, he watched by the side as we dug a hole under the shade of a tree at the backyard and buried his beloved

~End of translation~

尽管他再努力的搓揉着她的身躯，她还是不能睁开眼睛…

在01:23，公犬还双手紧握着雌犬的身体，帮忙妇人将尸体搬走。

这一幕顿时让我湿红了眼睛！

你…

相信有至死不渝的爱情吗？

[credit from dead-cockroach]

random pics

have you ever seen a cockle so big? its the size of my palm...its my 1st time seeing such a huge cockle...and this pic was taken at a restaurant in JB when old man, me and kaka took waimui there for dinner...amazing isnt it? or am i suaku? lolz

this pair of chip & dale was given to me by a friend...i had intended to buy this pair when i 1st saw them in 7-11...cos they reminded me of silver...but my friend took them and pay for it saying its a gift to me...i really appreciate it..thks roy =)

this hamster belongs to isabel, if im not wrong she name this hammie Bonnie.. she will take her out every now and then from the cage...this pic was taken when she release her on my lappie keyboard...cute eh

manicure

outdated post of mine =P

went the bencoolen at bugis with ferlyn,jocelyn,mandy and ruan shi for manicure/pedicure...i was the only one who opted to do manicure only...the rest had their pedicure done...it was a girl's day out...the below pic is an after snap of my french manicure...unbelievable thing is...the nail polish actually stay on my nails for more than 3weeks before i decided to remove it yesterday...this shows that OPI nail polish are good lolz....

p/s: those nails of mine....bcos alot of ppl thought they seems fake...they try their ways and means and try to remove by pulling at my nails hahahaha...result? of cos they failed la....cos its all REAL!! lolz



after removing my french manicure last night..i decided to try on something new...a colour which i have not use before...tada~ look at the below pic...i find this combination kinda nice too...bought the nail polish from faceshop and i'm very happy with the result... =)

happy birthday my dear

went tele visiting him yesterday as its his birthday...i really enjoy time with him alone even tho its just a mere 30mins...sang him a birthday song...he told me 2 of his friends wish him happy birthday too...

got news from him that next week onwards we should have news on his progress le...if the news is wat we will be expecting...we will be reunited on end of dec of start of january...im happy =)

after the visiting i went over to jolene's house since im at the west side...we then took a bus down to vivo and meet louis...they wanna collect their specs...after that its a late dinner for 3 of us at pasir panjang hawker lolz..

after our dinner, louis and jolene came over to my place and i show them the letter chao wrote...they stayed for awhile then leave for home as everyone of us is getting tired..

nothing much happen...life is still as peaceful as ever...only prob is my funds running low...am looking ard for more lobangs now...i know i can pass thru :)

will be fixing another date to visit him soon...

will be back blogging again...

祝你生日快乐 19/09/2009

九月十八日 晴


很快的，你的生日又要到了，唯一跟往年不同的是，今年你的生日没有我在你身边 替你庆祝。今天我的感触也特别多。。这感觉好奇怪哦。

我真的好想你，到底还要等多久? 我不要这种无止境的等待。

这真的是上天在考验我们吗? 为何在七年后才给我今天。。。到最后，我们会是大赢家吗?

其实在你走的那一天，我已经非常肯定了自己的决定。。。只是我不曾把这答案告诉任何人。你又可否明白我的选择? 你猜对了吗?

自己一个人的日子真的好难过，若我们是分手也就罢了，可是现在的我是在等待，还有多久呢?

我还是非常向往探望你的日子，虽然只是那短短的二，三十分钟。虽然那次数是那么的有限。。。

明天，我将会带着我最深的祝福，唱着“祝你生日快乐”。。。虽然没有蛋糕没有礼物，虽然我碰不到你，吻不到你。。。我还是要告诉你。。。“亲爱的，生日快乐！ 我爱你。。。”

meaningful clip

found a very nice clip on facebook shared by my friend...thot i'll share with u guys too...enjoyz...

commex

attending IT shows has never been my interest...but today..i went out with bunbun to catch the last day of comex...he is suppose to go with his sister but ends up he overslept and fly his sister aeroplane lolz...he then sms me saying he might not be going comex le since he have no more kakis to go with him unless im going...he will comes along =)

i had actually wanted to get a monitor for my desktop since my current one is spoil...and he wanted to get a flat screen for his room...so we arrange to meet at city hall mrt for the comex fare...there's still alot of people around with those fliers scattered all over the place...different floors with different electronics...we proceed up to the 5th and 6th level to find our stuffs...prices not very attracting and bcos its coming close to their closing time which is 9pm...we went off...i then realise i have not eaten anything for the whole day zzzzzz...bun says since i have not eaten..he'll go eat with me =) ...we then proceed down to the basement of suntec and decided to dine at a korean cafe...we had also decided to walk to the fountain of wealth after our meal but too bad its close when we walk over...as bun need to work early tml morning...we decided to call it a day...

he on his way back to woodland...and me back to redhill...

we chatted again online when we are back home...nothing much...

everybody's tired...we really need a good rest... =)

arrgghhhh

im having a bad headache now..guess its due to my lacking of sleep for the past 3 days...was at a chalet from the 11th till the 13th sept...busy with all the arranging and contacting...tiring but fulfilling i must agree...to be continue again soon...nitez all =)

visit

went visit him again yesterday - 07/09/09....together with zhiyong and his dad...no news again...haiz...dunno how much longer he got to be in there...if wat he say is true...then he would have spend his past 2 months plus inside for nothing...

didnt really get a chance to talk to him much as zhiyong is trying to get more info from him...wat can we expect when we only got a mere 20mins.. zzzzzzz

i've book online for the next tele visit on the 19/09/09....its his birthday...i want to be there for him...to sing him a birthday song...i'll go alone this time...i need some time with him...

i hope i get good news soon...i do have my woman's instinct that he will only get a 1 yr sentence...lets hope my instinct is correct...gonna turn to my tarots for advice too...bless me...


p/s: i miss you so much...
day 77

its over finally...

finally taka lion dance competition is over...i've been there since the 1st of sept till the 6th sept...kinda tiring...but its nice to see familiar faces again...more like a gathering for me lolz...

the overall result is not very satisfying actually...the hot teams didnt manage to emerged whereas those not very good teams climb up to the top....

anyway..i would like to convey my heartfelt congratulations to : yiwei,weiyang,kiew sien keng,xiong feng and yi quan for getting good results this 2009...jiayou for next year competition too!!!!

memories?

was at taka for this whole week...saw my ex bf, alvin....memories of us came flowing back...

me and him were lovers many many donkey years back lol...which is in 1993...when im still very active in my dragon dance...

love his beautiful face...love his sweet smile...love him for who he is...but somehow after abt 1 yr...we broke off...

i still see him every now and then...his side is always accompanied by those "ah lian kinda gals"...i feel the heartache but i choose to hide 'em...

its been so many years...1993 to now 2009 is already 16 years...so much things had happen...seeing him once again brought back beautiful memories...he is still as handsome as ever...still very my kind too lolz...the only difference now is...he have matured and change into a better person...no more dangling around doing stupid stuffs...im happy for him...

as usual...he got a gal beside him...quite sweet looking but looks young..of cos not forgetting lianish too =P

16 years later...finally at taka...we started chatting again...we exchanged numbers...everything seems cool...we even agree to go out for coffee when we have the time to...will arrange again i told him..

its really nice to see some old friends around...tho me and him were like having some special emotional commitment...but dats many many years back le...i would still want him as my friend.. ;)

well..in short...memories are sweet...

男人好好看

found a very meaningful write out on a certain forum...decided to copy and paste it in my blog and share with u guys...pls do read it...


你可知道
要女人清晨醒来
凌乱的面對一個愛的人
是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道
當女人被男人
脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道
女人爲什麽會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱着她睡
她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道
女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀
也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道
女人那么愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道
深爱你的女人在冲你发火以後
自己卻轉身不斷啜泣

你可知道
當女人頂着哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道
她的任性 她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可知道
假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你发火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐惧

而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你还不够懂她

女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情

于是，你們争吵，你認為她脾氣不好，她認為你不够迁就她……
于是，你们冷战，你以為她沒有完全接受你，她以為你不在乎她……

請給她一個拥抱一个吻，用你的拥抱你的吻去化解她心里的悲傷和眼角的泪水。
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安静。。。。。。。。。。

希望每一个男人都能够好好珍惜陪伴在你身边的女人

她们为你付出过，不求回报

却希望你们能够读懂，能够牵着她们的手坚定地走下去

不要让爱你的女人流泪

不要让她伤心

更不要让她绝望和死心！
因为女人一旦真爱了，失去她爱着的人
就意味着失去了整个世界...