breaking down

i can feel myself breaking down...its really very tough for me now...i really dunno how to continue anymore...im so freaking stress up by my financial now...with nobody to lean back on...piggy bank going empty...no more income from those private stuffs...saving all gone...nobody pay me back the money they owe me...no sales close...i really dunno how am i going to survive any longer...my fighting spirit is still high i know...but my finance doesnt allow me...so depressing on this...when will i be through with all these obstacles...haiz