happy~

wootz...long absence hahaha...been lazy to blog lately...kinda tired...always hibernating like a snake =D

am having luminous dragon dance performance today with cjh kakis...and my right ankle is giving me problem...hurts like hell...dunno is it bcos i didnt really warm up before the training or i did sprain it....i hope tonight performance will be ok =_="

will be flying off to taiwan very soon...in another 7 more days....got to go borrow luggage from qiang....so many things to do that i dunno where do i start...gonna shop till i drop in taiwan too hahaha

tml i will be going up to KL with my bro for some videoing of the pole lion dance competition....will be back after the competition...that means i wont be staying there this time...

kinda happy last night...cos i receive a very surprise reply from him...couldnt stop myself from smiling lolz...missing you~

guess i will be away from this blog for sometimes...will try my very best to update...seeya soon =D

depress...

kinda miss him...i dont see him liking my post any more in fb...i got a feel he knew who am i referring to when i update my status...anyway...it could be a good thing afterall...cos i know very well that things between us are just impossible...

today just one of my childhood friend was asking me...when am i getting attached? i really dunno how to answer her...i wish to..but yet im just tired of having to start everything over again...what if he turns out to be the wrong man again? i dread having to think about it...

the man of my life...just where are you? i'm really tired of searching...

away away away~

my planning....not that i'm cursing my family...but i have already decide that once my mum leaves me...i will be going oversea for long term....maybe only coming back once in awhile to see my friends...i will rent out my whole house unit...buy a ticket and go thailand...be it to work or start a small business...i just dont feel like staying in sg anymore....its time i venture out...as for my pets...its either i rehomed them or bring them with me if i can afford...meanwhile now...i will try my very best to learn proper thai language and thai culture for my future usage =)
wish me all the best yea =)

송승헌 / Song Seung heon..

Name: 송승헌 / Song Seung Hun (Song Seung Heon)
Real name: 송승복 / Song Seung Bok
Nickname: Tough guy
Profession: Actor, model and singer
Birthdate: 1976-Oct-05
Birthplace: Suyuri, Seoul, South Korea
Height: 179cm
Weight: 70kg
Star sign: Libra
Blood type: B
Family: A brother and a sister
Education: Kyunggi University (majored in Visual Media)
Religion: Christian
Hobbies: Watching & collecting videos and playing sports (basketball, swimming, and skiing)
Talent agency: Storm S Company

omg omg omg! im so into this cute korean guy now...he is the main cast from the latest movie "Ghost"...he's damn sexy lor...the charisma he's carrying..its just so....charming lolz...i sound like a school girl chasing idol now dont i? hahaha...anyway this is just a random post...attached some of his sexy pics to show you ppl what kind of guys i like lolz...enjoy~

movie marathon

watch this movie with minmin while waiting for jos and xiaolong at cinleisure...kinda nice...something like twilight...rating i would give 4/5....the male casts in the movie are handsome and cute hahaha...storyline keeps you in suspense till the end...worth watching.

japanese version of "ghost"...dont be mistaken by its title and thought it was some horror flim...it has got nothing to do with horror at all lolz...watch with minmin, jos, xiaolong and 5 other kids from yiwei at cineleisure....this is a romantic love story of a couple...for those who have watch the ang mor version of "ghost" starring Demi Moore and Tony Goldwyn...this is exactly the same storyline...just that i personally prefer the ang mor version...rating i would give is 3/5...this version is kinda slow in its story...but the male cast damn cute looking lor...i like!!!!!

thai horror story...hmmm...storyline very confusing...watch with minmin, jos and xiaolong at tiong bahru plaza...half of the movie we are covering and watching thru the clothes we are using lolz...it wasnt that scary la...its just the sound effect and the dead girl look...and best thing was...i was yawning thru out the show hahaha...contradicting ah...wanna cover and be scared but i can still yawn...dont really like this movie...the best horror thai movie i have seen is till date still "shutter"...rating for this movie i will give 2.5/5...okok only..

betrayal

just realized the true definition of family "people related by blood, who think they have the right to abuse and attack you emotionally and get way with it!


anybody ever tried before? to have your closest one betraying you? how does that feel? hurt to the max right? i did...just today...someone closest to me betray the love and trust i have in her...hahaha...damn sarcastic right? you are suppose to trust and believe in your family...but now...it just proves me wrong again...

i remember i was betray by another person closest to me too years back...i just couldnt believe it...it hurts so much that i cried...and trust me...ever since then...i never believe in her again....years later...which is today...i get another shit...and yes...i cried too....cos i never ever thought that she would say all that to people outside....this feeling sucks...cos even if what she tell is the truth...this shouldnt even be told to others too...just what have i cultivate this person into? what have i done to get all these shit? these 2 person, closest to me...have make me reconsider about my love to them...i guess what ppl have been saying are true...you can only believe in yourself...sad isnt it? and i thought families are suppose to protect their loved ones from all nonsense, shelter each other be it storm or shine...but...im just so wrong.

i know myself too well...i know i wont ever forget all these hurt....somemore its from my closest kin...i just wanna say...if i can be cruel to those bastards out there....i can be cruel to "you" too....dont force me to make a decision to dump all of you and leave this country....dont appreciate what i do its ok...just stay out of my way and keep my name inside your mouth...i dont need "you" to advertise anything for me...im not place in this earth to answer to anybody on what im doing nor to please anyone...so dont "you" ever try to be funny with me...i will be real nasty and i meant it! whether its friends or blood related kins.

i guess its a wrong move to let ppl closest to me involve in whatever i do...its gonna stop...no more! i will only believe in myself from this moment onwards...

IF YOU DONT FUCKING BOTHER TO ASK AND MAKE ASSUMPTION...THEN DONT BLAME ME FOR BEING THE BITCH AND GIVES YOU HELL!!!

hehehe...was kinda excited cos im visiting taiwan on 2nd april with a group of my friends from KL!! i will be flying to taiwan from kuala lumpur...the guys will be back to malaysia on the 7th april but i will continue to stay in taiwan and wait for my association ppl from sg to come over on the 8th april....then i will follow them back to sg on the 12th april...which means i will be staying in taiwan for 11 days lolz...i have never been to taiwan before and im kinda excited about this trip...i want to go shop shop shop...eat eat eat...play play play till i drop muahahahahaha...thats why from now onwards i got to save money to prepare for this trip...really looking forward to the fun! yeah!!!!!!!!!!! taiwan im coming~~~~~~~~~~~~~

naive pc of cb lolz

muahahahahaha...this naive piece of cb actually speak up for him lolz....laugh die me sia...my today entertainment is indeed splendid...seeing how those naive gals believing in him, helping him...not that im black hearted but i hope they kana shit from him hahaha...

hmmm....i think he must be so angry with me that he wish he could silence me right now haha...but im really having great fun now that i have no intention of stopping...maybe when im tired liao then i'll consider stopping ba...but god knows when my wire sot again i will restart all again hahahaha

now that the naive piece of cb stop commenting, and that fucktard deleted all my comments...i got nothing to play liao...sianz...im going explore around and find new ways to torture him hahaha...meanwhile...good day to all my dear friends =D

naughter me lolz

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hahaha...i did a very naughty thing tonight...look at the pictures i've taken using my camera and you will understand what am i talking about lolz...

happen to browse thru the newsfeed and saw him changing his relationship status to its complicated...saw him deleting the post his gf post on his fb wall...everything is so familiar...change status, delete post...follow by another new girl will starts liking his post and comment on his posts...then he will start a new relationship when he had not end the old one...then play disappearing game....then break off....just like how he treated me before we are about to break off...hahahaha....so so damn funny....its the same pattern....a routine it seems...i knew another victim is found....that guo yi is gonna be history....scary isnt it...then a naughty thought came to my mind lolz...i post something on his wall and kenny happen to see and like it...follow by the comments...its damn freaking obvious im finding problems with him =P but blame no one...he truly deserve whatever im doing to him now...not that i still cant let go...i guess im too free hahaha...nothing better to do so find trouble with him =P

this post of mine in his fb will be deleted very soon de...thats why i decided to keep a copy of it by putting in my blog....lets have some fun!!!! lolz....i will continue haunt him like a ghost...it wont be over that easily...enjoy the show =D

infatuation??

should i smile because we're friends or cry because we're just friends???



having my hectic lifestyle back...have been travelling up to KL rather often nowadays...hanging out with my kakis and enjoying their companionship...

i realise im having a rather unique feel with someone...and i guess he feels the same way too...just that something between us is stopping the feeling from continuing...and i know whats the reason...i kinda miss him...somehow his image never fails to fill up my mind...but i know its never possible for us to start anything...perhaps...

i like his smile...his silly look...just somehow his charisma attracts me...maybe it will just do good for us to remain this way....im really looking forward to see him again tho...although our relationship remains as friends...im happy enough =)

im missing you lots...do take care of yourself... <3>

broken friendship

i wonder how many of you still remember i used to have a friend which i name her as "S" in my previous post quite a few years back...well...i happen to receive a private message from her via fb just 2 days ago...kinda surprising for me...but i choose not to reply her...i guess its simply because i still cant forget the betrayal which she did to me...

she was once my best friend...someone whom i could talk to and care for....was very disappointed when she actually did all that to me...all the while i just wanted a "sorry" from her...that simple...and i knew i would forgive her...but...she choose to avoid and hide from me.

well...i guess nothing is forever is true afterall...from relationship to friendship...its all so fragile....

sorry "S"...i just cant bring myself to reply your message in fb...the feeling between us is gone forever....i dont ever think we can be friends again after the hurt you have given me...not that im petty...but it sucks big time having your best friend to betray you when you place all your trust in her...i just cant forget...

movies update!!!

DVD - watch this movie with isabel at home...nice show although alot of computer effects were use...perhaps a rating of 3/5 would be good...very suitable for children and family.

DVD - watch with isabel at home, hmmm...storyline was so-so only...the werewolves look damn undesirable unlike others werewolves movie where the wolfman looks so much cooler and chio-er...rating 2.5/5...if you have nothing better to do...you can watch it lolz

DVD - watch with isabel at home....a paranormal documentary movie...not really that scary but at least is about a local place whom we are very familiar of - Old Changi Hospital....rating of 3.5/5...must support local production haha

Cinema - watch with joseph,minmin,xiaolong and isabel at marina square....rating wise 3.5/5....storyline was abit confusing...you have to watch till the end to know whats the story is about...not bad a movie i would say...more on suspense.

Cinema - watch midnight show with a big group of kakis at cineleisure...actually we wanted to watch the thai movie, my haunted ex...but bcos of some underage kids...we had to choose this movie lolz....nice show....rating 4/5....its under fantasy catagory...something like harry potter and narnia....can watch although its not a must.

DVD - watch with isabel at home...ok i know im slow lolz...actually i bought this disc before but there's something wrong with it and i just couldnt play...till i went malaysia recently and bought another one....very nice! perhaps im an animal person so any shows that have animals in it i will be highly interested, rating i would give a 4/5...computer effects were add in too...great for kids and family....

DVD - watch with isabel at home....a sequal of part 1...this part is not as nice as part 1...still acceptable la...rating 3.5/5...their puppies are cute...well...cos they are chihuahuas lolz...great for kids and family too

Cinema - "Hello Stranger".....watch with joseph, minmin, isabel, kazuya at cineleisure i think lolz....this was the best thai comedy show i have ever seen...rating on 4.5/5...a must watch...look at how the 2 of them meet each other in korea...the happenings between them...how they fall in love with each other....split up and search for each other again...its thumbs up for this show...great for kids and families...suitable for all =D

Online - watch this drama online...if you like those history movies...this drama would be suitable...i like the female cast in this drama...the perserverance...the braveness...everything...she is just so cool...rating 4/5....can watch.

Cinema - watch this with many kakis too...i think its in cineleisure....i personally prefer the earlier narnia, the witch, the wardrobe and something de lolz...cant recall the full name...rating for this show was 3.5/5....okok la...acceptable....nothing to do can watch lolz