its been a long absense for me from my blog...lots of things happen...i dont even know how should i start blogging down.
was away to KL last week and had a big fight with him, it hurts terribly, to the extend that i call it off.....didnt know the pain could be so bad for a 3 months relationship.
few days later i went back to KL for videoing, saw him again...the heartache just gets more intense...i realise i just cant let go =(
we had a small talk over the whole thing again...i know i've hurt him with certain things which i've done...but it doesnt means i dont feel anything too...
the final conclusion after our talk is to give each other a chance to start all over again...although im so afraid of history repeating...i know im willing to give it a shoot again...hopefully things work out fine this time round.
will be starting out on a job which im highly interested in on 18th dec...it will be a trial run for me...hope i can make it...really wish to venture into this line since ages ago...now that im given a chance, i must treasure it =)
thks to kx too for his lobang...i got myself a part time freelance photographer job...although its not highly paid...its still better then me doing nothing...so meanwhile i'll just grab it and set things going...
year end is coming...i really hope things will turn better for me next year...
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