its just so scary when a once loving relationship turns into a sour and full of hatred enmity...chance upon his ex's blog quite sometimes back and read thru...the most recent post was actually scolding him...and well ermmm...i guess she's scolding me too (if im not wrong in my guessing) hahaha...its a misunderstanding anyway...the whole thing really set me wondering what happen between them...what have he done to cause so much hatred in her...from what i knew...their relationship didnt last very long...or could it be the unhappy times they had together are way much more than their happy times...well...i guess certain things are sometimes better left unknown isnt it....
all i knew was...she loved him deeply...be it from the post or my woman's instinct...i just knew he meant alot to her...although the words she used are just so simple...but i can really feel the hurt she is having....it must have been disastrous when he decided to leave her....
from her fb i saw that she have been emphasizing how happy she is now...what a good life she is leading too...but is that the real case? i do not deny that time heals all wound...but the more she update on how happy she is...the more fake i would feel it is...it just seems to me that she is trying to tell others she is ok...but maybe she is in fact not...trying too hard to cover i guess...tho i hope she will be fine soon...well...nobody is indispensable in this world anyway...so losing anyone will not let the earth stop rotating....
hopefully i wont come to a day when my heart has to be filled with hatred....i hate that feeling...all im asking for is simple happiness....will it be granted?
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