moody...

its been i long time since i last shed tears...very unhappy today...why am i having such a person in my life...

i'm inbetween...i uuderstand how he feels...i really do...i feel sad for him too

i understand where she is coming from too...but....

i never like a noisy family...but yet im having one...

quarrels and arguement everyday...talk to her before dunno how many times already...i wonder she dont understand what im talking about or she's too stubborn to understand...

during the period when she's oversea...peace prevail...clean enviroment...how i wish i have this kind of place to live in everyday...

what i really cannot stand is...why is she telecasting our things out to other people? and what im saying is...she dont just tell one or two person only...she will start dialling any number which she can think of and start all her bombarding...and its call after call...sometimes to the extend of 5-6 calls in sequence saying the same stuffs...wtf...havent she heard of "never wash ur dirty linens in the public"?

does she feel proud by complaining to others? or she just simply seeking for attention?

i seriously believe...even if she goes out and stay with anybody...i can bet nobody can stand her...

im not a saint of cos...i do wrong too...but have she ever think...what triggers off this kinda reaction and behaviour...is it solely our fault? or is she the fire starter...

whenever things go missing...it must be me...god knows what she is talking about...when she found it (which happen most of the time)...she just act blur...worse still...now got another person for her to point finger too...

she never bother to use her brain and think before she talk...always thought by telling others...its call chit chatting...god knows too how much trouble have she given me by "chit chatting"....even till now...she still tells "them" how at fault i am...haiz....at her age...i really wonder when will she learn to be smarter...

as the saying goes...you bend ur fingers inwards...but for her...its vice versa...what a joke...im staying with this kinda person for half my life already....

why is she making the whole family hate her? why is she creating so much problems for me? why cant she be a peaceful and lovable woman? why does she have to show her love in such a wrong way? why....

im just so sick of all these...tired from all the rubbish and nonsense i get from her everyday...she's getting worse and worse as days pass...

what should i do...haiz...