Emotional

Feeling kinda sad tonight... the feeling of betrayal by somebody Who meant alot to me...I gave him 100% of my trust...even when ppl around me hated n doubt him...I never leave ...instead I choose to stand by him...end up? I allow him to hurt me...

I was a clown all the while...only today then I realise...n Yes...it hurts...I teared...I know I'm not gonna believe anyone of them again...thank you for causing this phobia in me...you've done a great job.

lakorn - jai rao

was recommended this lakorn by my sweetie kiki, as i wanted to learn more thai so she suggest me to watch more thai movies  =) ...this love story is kinda wishy washy but it was consider a nice movie...i rather admire the love they had for each other in this lakorn...the ending of the lakorn is unexpectable too..

am planning to catch the next lakorn soon...to be update soon =)


Lakorn (Thai: ละคร, pronounced [làʔkʰɔːn] or [lakʰɔːn], RTGS: lakhon), while usually meaning play in the Thai language, is also the term for dramatic television serials (soap operas).

<3

We have our ups n downs.. there are times when we find each other unreasonable.. he's not perfect..but I just want him (*^﹏^*)

Mai sabai

Sickening virus...till date I'm still not feeling well... severe coughing till my lungs are dropping out zzzzz

Yesterday went v5, miss him so much.. suppose to go today again but I'm down =(

I'm actually looking forward to 23rd Sept,  he will be taking off on that day and attend my friend birthday party with me =) hopefully by then I've fully recovered.  Just love being with him <3

counting down ~

Panda love!

Today is this sweetie pie kaikai 5th birthday...his first time celebrating his birthday right here in sg. He got himself a 5kg specially made birthday cake...consist of carrots n some panda treats frozen overnight...lovable fella...can't wait to see him n his gf in real on Dec..

HAPPY SWEETEST 5TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU KAI KAI!!!!! 

Missing him so much

Browsing thru my old pics n I found this pic of us taken last year at USS... fond memories...it's been more than five days since I last saw him...we only chat on phone n whatapps everyday due to my sickness...I told him I will try my best to make my way down tonight...hope my throat don't gimme problem again...I can barely speak now...but I really need to see him =(

He might be going back to Thai earlier this time round...thks to all those cheapos as mention in my previous post...he says he don't have customers n couldn't hit the target...so no point wasting his time here...guess I got to plan my thai trip soon...maybe a month plus stay at thai with him will be good...let's see how stuffs goes...

Silly boy keep asking me to sleep more, eat more, rest more Haha...I really miss him lots...hopefully I can make it tonight...

idiots!

ok...its pissing me off seriously...this morning, as usual, he apps me telling me he is waiting for transport n going home...we had a small chat....he told me he is kinda high...ran alot of tables n playing games with so many ppl...yet not a single flower he earn...wtf right...alright...i know dats a thai disco but so what?? if u little girls little boys cannot afford even a ten dollars flower...then go kopitiam drink la...make those singers play n drink so much...at the end...not even an appreciation was shown...they are also working...and YES THEY DEPEND ON FLOWERS!!!!! if u all dont intend to hang...then DONT ask them drink zzzzz....all the morons!!! knn!!! see him drunk every night i dont feel good either...he try so hard...but...

n those little girls...only know how to take pics n tag him...all idiots also...im not jealous over the pics...im just angry bcos all are taking him for a ride...nbz...wanna play with my bf...can...but pls contribute...all fucking cheapos...and not make him drink so much every night!

spare a thought for them...their health does matters!!!

Im sick =(

After my dar got sick..it's my turn n I'm feeling terrible...flu, cough, sore throat, right ear blocked..went to the doc,  took medicine n yet it doesn't seems to help much...instead it seems to be getting worse...I'm feeling sucky n lethargic now..when will I recover? I'm missing him so much =(

DARLING SICK =(

awwww...my darling is sick....coughing, sore throat, fever...i bought him medicine n food today...send it up to his work place then accompany him till 3+am....hopefully he recover soon...see alrdy heart pain....guess yesterday he was feeling really bad thats why he ask his company to give him an off day so he can rest....people working in night life fall sick easily...due to lack of sleep and have to drink every night...i pray that he will have the pink of health....he is totally moodless but yet got to entertain his customers...

darling, please get well soon...i want you to be ur happy self again...please take care of urself for me...love u lots... *HUGZ* *JUBJUB*



*anyway OT abit...i hear some hilarious stuffs from dar earlier on...a lil gal is jealous of me lolz...and well...all i wanna say is...."nice try lil' gal....but you will never be able to replace me in his heart =)"