2012 first post!

my first post of 2012...sorry blog i've neglected u for so long...didnt really have the mood to blog abt anything...

so much things have happen since my last post....i really dunno what have i gotten myself into....from a "normal" life woman to an "abnormal" life woman...i really see alot of changes in me...after so much incidents...i finally realise who are the friends which i can keep for life...thank you anna ....you help me when im at my lowest....i really appreciate everything...also not forgetting those who lend their hands to me too...xp, joel, zhao nan, triciaa, loki, wy ah boon, guofeng, wintermelon...really thank you...and for those who give me nothing but troubles and also gave me a step when im down...karma shall befall you...in this world...being kind to others means being cruel to my own self....bitches are everywhere...so i think...there's not a need for me to show any mercy...

me n him are getting along well...we came to a compromise on certain things...i hope i can stick to it...i do like him alot...and yes...hopefully things works out fine too....

well...i guess the above post summarise everything...no doubt its short but its enough to express how i feel....so....-to be continue- ^_^

movies updates!

watch this with aminah, eddie, jos, kaka and keong at marina square....really nice movie...highly recommended! rating 4.5/5

still watching this china drama...didnt know its related to 八仙过海 hahaha...hmmm...storyline not bad...consist of 48 episodes...rating 3.5/5...not bad

dishearten

mentally tired....i wish i could go oversea asap...alone...for good....i dont see anything thats worth me staying back...

the pressure is getting heavier....i dont want to be blame for dunno how to teach my child...i've done all i could, say all i should...but its meaningless....i dunno what i must do to be call im concern, i care or i love...

its ok...i guess...im just not a good mother...