the smile of an angel~

21/06 - this was the first time i saw my mum smile ever since she had an accident on the 6/6...its just beyond words to describe the feeling im having at that specific moment...i just feel so touched and heart warming...i just find her smile so beautiful...

she spoke to me alot today (with her condition, its consider alot =) )...although its not long sentences...but im still happy about it...i guess its true...that when a human nearly lost someone he/she loves...then will they start to appreciate the simple gesture like a smile or some simple words...why didnt i realise earlier? i hate myself for losing all the time and only realise till now...

i pray for my mum speedy recovery...i want to bring her out to where im going....i want to take lots of pics with her...i want to spend more time with her and many more... =)

thks god for giving me this chance...a chance to set everything right...i promise...i will treasure =)

haiz..

tml is the 49th days of my good bro, rabbit...aminah and the rest of the guys are planning to go guan ming san and pray to him...aminah ask me along too...i guess i will also drop by...pray to my dad too...its been some times since i last visited him...

sometimes i wonder....why did god create different kinds of characters in mankind....to be more unique? to match different people? or? after all the happening...my theory on animals are still the best is just getting stronger....now in my life...only my mum and daughter plus afew of my best buddies like aminah, kaka, josjos, carmen and huiyi matters to me...

kinda sick of seeing people plastic face...so fake...hypocrite...act one kind and do another...their agenda is so obvious and they actually thought no one knows...kinda pathetic...will these kind of people even have sincere and true friends? or maybe kinship....

i always believe what goes around comes around....karma have not befall on you doesnt mean it wont...the time is just not up yet...just be careful where u tread...you never know what's gonna happen next =)

happy father's day 2011

happy father's day to you papa...pls bless mummy with good health and speedy recovery....we miss you lots...love you always...you shall forever be remembered <3