pleasant surprise

had a very pleasant surprise last sunday...which is on the 27th june 2010...was parking my car under my block when i receive an sms from him...asking me am i free for a coffee...i reply shortly "sure...will reach your place in 15 mins time"

its been 17 long years since we last sat together and had a good chat...he is my ex boyfriend =)
a pretty boy....but due to some misunderstanding...we distance off and just stop contacting each other...over the years i did see him once in a blue moon...but never have i strike up a conversation with him...its was till last year lion dance competition at takashimaya...we started with a small chat...the feeling is nice =)

i use to ask myself in the past why did we ended...and seriously after all these years i never thought that we will keep in contact again...but i guess things are had to predict...

its really nice to hear that he is doing fine now and have drop all those bad habits...i really hope we can still keep in touch...he is afterall, a man whom i once loved too =)

whether we will continue our fate or not...lets just leave it to god...i just want to treasure our friendship for the time being now...

thoughts

been feeling rather emotionless these few days...i think some people call that "lost"....its been 11 days since we've parted...i do miss him in a way...but not too intense...friends have been asking me why did it end this way...i really cant give them an answer as i dont even know it myself...dont have the urge to know it too...just hope that he can be happy....

its world cup season....8 years back when i just knew him..it was world cup season too...memories..haiz...memories...

the hardest thing to let go in a relationship...are always those memories...

kinda tired mentally...when will i be able to settle down with the right man....

i miss Tong suddenly...

stupid company

out of boredom...i've decided to join a well known supermarket just under my block as a part time cashier...basically their part time pay is really miserable...never in my life had i taken such an amount before...but since i dont intend to stay long in that company...just for the sake of trying out and having fun...i took the job...overall i would say the job itself is still ok la...its my chief cashier that makes me wonder how on earth did she get that position...

for some of you who dunno there are counterfeit floating around singapore since the start of 2010....it comes in the form of ten dollars note...there was a day when i was counting my float money to start the day...i found two ten counterfeit dollars among the money....so i call out to the chief cashier and told her about it...

chief cashier : ya why?
me : here got 2 counterfeit...
chief cashier : aiya nevermind de la...can use de...just give to customer
me : huh??? do u know using counterfeit money is a serious crime??
cheif cashier : can use one...bank also accept
me : if bank can accept then u bank in lor
(very annoyingly and grumpily she take the 2 ten dollars and change into real money for me)

i was like WTF?? so unethical lor...we already knew its counterfeit....and why are we using it...im freaking sure she wouldnt want to be given counterfeit money too right...if she dont want ppl to do this to her then why is she doing this to others...and worse still...some of my colleagues also dont bother when i told them how to differentiate the counterfeit and the real money...one of them can even answer me..."i dont care de la...i will just accept" -_-" i seriously find this company people got very serious problem lor...i've since rejected quite a number of counterfeit but problem is...my colleague just accept and accept...end up our float always got counterfeit inside...zzzzzzzzzzz.....their management really sucks big time...anyway i've already resign from this pathetic job...i just simply cannot force myself to work in this company with such a fuckup management...wish them all the best then...hopefully they wont get into trouble with the goverment in future for using counterfeit...god bless them =/