last day of 2009....

today is the last day of year 2009....tml will be a brand new year for all....thinking back of what had happen this year...i would say its definitely not a good year for many....lots of things happen and most of them are bad things....i hope all my friends and loved ones will be bless with a prosperous new 2010....

its really time i put an effort on building up my future...have been idling enough...time to keep my lazy bone straight up...i would like to say sorry to one of my friend, MF....she did her best to help me but yet i just brush it off....i really want to be on form again...im sure i can make it de...good luck to me!!

all the best to all my friends and loved ones!!!!!!!!!!!!! jiayou and huat ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lets welcome 2010 together and prosper together!!!!!

tatty teddy bear from hallmarks

i think im seriously falling in love with this bear...tatty teddy bear aka me to you bear...he comes in many different design and pattern too...love his pathetic look and of cos adorable look....im thinking should i start a collection on him....i guess i should hahahhaha....ok then...my collection shall start from 2010 year!!!! he shall be my lucky bear from now onwards!!!!!

Best Friend Forever??

it isnt easy to get a real BFF...i used to have a few over different stages of my life. but as times pass...its either we drift off or our relationship just turn stale...the feeling of getting betray by someone we trust really suxs big time...

how i envy ppl who really have a soul mate to turn to when they are feeling down...have someone there to share their happiness too...why cant i just get someone whom i can share all my secrets with? why cant i have someone there when im feeling down?

now in my life i have tamtam and giangian....got 2 little girlfriend name bibi and jerdine too...will our friendship last forever? its nice knowing the girls...didnt expect to get close to them too lolz...i really hope everything will be fine..cos not alot of ppl can stand my weird character hahahaha

cheers to our friendship!!!!!!!!!!!!!! long live long live long long live~~~~~~~ hahaha