infatuation??

should i smile because we're friends or cry because we're just friends???



having my hectic lifestyle back...have been travelling up to KL rather often nowadays...hanging out with my kakis and enjoying their companionship...

i realise im having a rather unique feel with someone...and i guess he feels the same way too...just that something between us is stopping the feeling from continuing...and i know whats the reason...i kinda miss him...somehow his image never fails to fill up my mind...but i know its never possible for us to start anything...perhaps...

i like his smile...his silly look...just somehow his charisma attracts me...maybe it will just do good for us to remain this way....im really looking forward to see him again tho...although our relationship remains as friends...im happy enough =)

im missing you lots...do take care of yourself... <3>

broken friendship

i wonder how many of you still remember i used to have a friend which i name her as "S" in my previous post quite a few years back...well...i happen to receive a private message from her via fb just 2 days ago...kinda surprising for me...but i choose not to reply her...i guess its simply because i still cant forget the betrayal which she did to me...

she was once my best friend...someone whom i could talk to and care for....was very disappointed when she actually did all that to me...all the while i just wanted a "sorry" from her...that simple...and i knew i would forgive her...but...she choose to avoid and hide from me.

well...i guess nothing is forever is true afterall...from relationship to friendship...its all so fragile....

sorry "S"...i just cant bring myself to reply your message in fb...the feeling between us is gone forever....i dont ever think we can be friends again after the hurt you have given me...not that im petty...but it sucks big time having your best friend to betray you when you place all your trust in her...i just cant forget...

movies update!!!

DVD - watch this movie with isabel at home...nice show although alot of computer effects were use...perhaps a rating of 3/5 would be good...very suitable for children and family.

DVD - watch with isabel at home, hmmm...storyline was so-so only...the werewolves look damn undesirable unlike others werewolves movie where the wolfman looks so much cooler and chio-er...rating 2.5/5...if you have nothing better to do...you can watch it lolz

DVD - watch with isabel at home....a paranormal documentary movie...not really that scary but at least is about a local place whom we are very familiar of - Old Changi Hospital....rating of 3.5/5...must support local production haha

Cinema - watch with joseph,minmin,xiaolong and isabel at marina square....rating wise 3.5/5....storyline was abit confusing...you have to watch till the end to know whats the story is about...not bad a movie i would say...more on suspense.

Cinema - watch midnight show with a big group of kakis at cineleisure...actually we wanted to watch the thai movie, my haunted ex...but bcos of some underage kids...we had to choose this movie lolz....nice show....rating 4/5....its under fantasy catagory...something like harry potter and narnia....can watch although its not a must.

DVD - watch with isabel at home...ok i know im slow lolz...actually i bought this disc before but there's something wrong with it and i just couldnt play...till i went malaysia recently and bought another one....very nice! perhaps im an animal person so any shows that have animals in it i will be highly interested, rating i would give a 4/5...computer effects were add in too...great for kids and family....

DVD - watch with isabel at home....a sequal of part 1...this part is not as nice as part 1...still acceptable la...rating 3.5/5...their puppies are cute...well...cos they are chihuahuas lolz...great for kids and family too

Cinema - "Hello Stranger".....watch with joseph, minmin, isabel, kazuya at cineleisure i think lolz....this was the best thai comedy show i have ever seen...rating on 4.5/5...a must watch...look at how the 2 of them meet each other in korea...the happenings between them...how they fall in love with each other....split up and search for each other again...its thumbs up for this show...great for kids and families...suitable for all =D

Online - watch this drama online...if you like those history movies...this drama would be suitable...i like the female cast in this drama...the perserverance...the braveness...everything...she is just so cool...rating 4/5....can watch.

Cinema - watch this with many kakis too...i think its in cineleisure....i personally prefer the earlier narnia, the witch, the wardrobe and something de lolz...cant recall the full name...rating for this show was 3.5/5....okok la...acceptable....nothing to do can watch lolz