things is taking a turn...everyday i've been receiving more and more of the misdeeds which he have done...stealing of lion heads...stealing of handphones...stealing of lorry....borrowing money from ppl...using other ppl names and start ordering stuff but never pay up etc etc...its kinda shocking for me honestly...how on earth could this man continue doing all these for the past few years...count himself lucky? cos till now he is still running around scot free and repeating all these stuffs...what the hell...

and the best of all is.....there's still alot of women who is willing to help him...perhaps bcos he is consider not bad looking ba...and he's obviously making good use of these to con the girls...as for the guys which got shit from him...is either bcos they treat him as friend or simply bcos of some reputable ppl name which he've use to create more credibilty for himself...

haiz...why didnt he just learn? why must he stoop to this level and be a loser..why dont he feel anything when ppl all around is saying him...thick skin? i guess so...really cant believe such person exist in this world...

im awaiting the day of 2nd feb to arrive...if by then i still dont receive any payment from him to myself, my shifu and ah gao...i swear im gonna make things real ugly...

calvin hong! if u are still reading my blog...make fucking sure we receive the payment on time as u've said...dont even think of entertaining us by promising to pay and end up u disappear...to comb you down in malaysia is an easy task for us...im sure u know what we are capable of...dont even have the thoughts that we will let matter rest...it will not be over till u settle everything...my 1k sgd before cny...my shifu and ah gao stuff by lunar 1st or 2nd day...we wont be so nice to just post on fb and chase u again...dont forget...singapore and malaysia are not that far...dont force us to use the unwanted method on you! so u better be smart and pay up everything!

if u think we are joking...fucking come try us!

memories

its just so amazing how life can be...looking back at the paths i've took...so much happenings...i've grown from a little girl who thinks the world is kind and peaceful to a woman who finds that life is so contradicting and complicated...been thru so much that at times i'm really wondering am i a superwoman hahahaha...i would not say i have regrets for my past...well...my past actually made me to what i am today...kinda thankful to those whom have hurt me and make me stronger...without them i guess i will just be another innocent girl who thinks life is a bed of roses =)

its always when things happen that u get to see who are your friends...im really happy i got them in my life...really appreciate the concern and care i have from them....i guess friendship still matters more than love...i love u guys!!! =D

hopefully the start of lunar rabbit year is gonna be a good one for me....wishing all my loved and closed ones in the pink of health, wishing them prosperity in whatever they do...to hell they go for those bastards, lamers and arseholes who have hurt my dear ones and me...karma is awaiting u lolz

last but not least....thanks all who have been there for me =)

I Love You~

cheated feeling

hmmm....for those who have my face book...i guess you must have seen the "war" we are having inside...well...it really take me a long time to decide should i take this step and declare war with him...i have to say this "war" we are having now has got nothing to do with the breaking up...its not bcos we ended and out of hatred I'm doing this now...the reason of me doing this is simply bcos i find him unrepentable over his doing...he dont seems to even have that little bit of guilt over what he've done...the argument i saw from his replies...the haughty feeling i get from his post...its just so unbelievable...just what is wrong with this man here? i really dont understand how come till now he can still feel himself doing the right thing and dont give a damn on what's going on...i find him pathetic in a way...

i didnt wish to blew up this matter in fact...but bcos of one of his post...it just sets me fuming mad that i've even change my mind on the sponsorship...i want him to know...he cant just get away everytime he did something bad or wrong...im aint no angel....but i think its time he suffer from his misdeed....but i guess he just never learn.

anyway, by hook or by crook i have to get back the money...i need to answer to my mum about it..its not being fair to her thats she's being drag in..its my fault...im really blind to be helping him all along....after all the hurt he've done to me...i guess i wont ever forgive him again.

last but not least...im really glad i had all my friends with me...im really touched by how they stand by me....i really wanna thanks them for the love and care...especially my bro, kalvin ling. =)

thank you all my dear friends! i love all of you! <3

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i just realise...all these while im a fool...for believing in whatever he say...now then i know...dat goi wai yee which he like is actually the 果伊 in his facebook....to think that he told me he and 果伊 will never be...hahaha..its just so sarcastic....anyway it doesnt really matter anymore....just find myself stupid...things happen right before my eyes and yet i still dunno =)