10th day

its the 10th day already...still no news yet...wonder how is he now...i bet he must be missing home...missing all his friends,family too...i miss him dearly...

will i get any news tomorrow? i want but im scare...scare what im getting is bad news...i hope the news im getting is good one...have been feeling im on tenderhooks for the past 1 week...when can i be at ease...

life without him really makes a big difference...no one to nag at me...no one calling me asking "what are you doing?" "where are you?"...nobody to kiss me goodnight before i sleep...no one to disturb isabel...etc etc...suddenly the whole house just seems so quiet...its a scary feeling...i just have the feeling im being abandon =(

haiz...its just all fated...if going in for a few months can exchange back his freedom...i would be happy for him too...hope that he will sincerely change once he's out...im willing to forgive him again for breaking the trust i had in him...for breaking my heart times and again...

during the days when he was not around...memories of our past came flocking back to me...the arguements, the happiness...the sweet and the bad times...i miss him...

there are times when i just feel like letting go...but its really not easy...its afterall a solid 7 years relationship we had...other then him having those bad habits which i detest...he is really good to me...

i pray that he will not disappoint those who loved and concern about him again...pray that he knows how to treasure everything once he's back...i pray that he will be fine...

online lingerie store

my friend had just started out an online lingerie shop...went see see look look around his webby and i must say his stocks are nice and price very very reasonable...i doubt u can get these kinda lingerie with his pricing anywhere in spore...haha...now i sounds like a sales person ar... =P

anyway i dont earn comm from him...just feel that his stuffs are worth buying...for guys who wanna buy for ur wife or gf or gals who wanna buy for themself or as a gift...do drop by and have a look...who knows u might just see something you like...

anyway the link ---> www.epremium.biz (pls click on the "online store" found on your left hand under the main menu)

happy shopping =)

nervous

its coming 1 week soon...from what i heard, his results will be out by this week...im getting nervous on the final outcome...is everything going to be good? is the charges going to be the same as what i've heard...i pray hard...

6 days without him and i can feel my pace being disrupted...everything just seems weird...i have been calling his closed friends who are helping to find out how is he now, everytime hoping to get good news...but...it always ended up with no news...

lucky for me...he had get 2 ppl to help him make a call out to me to let me know how is everything...and i certainly hope what that 2 person said will come true...he is only going to be charged with a minor offence...

im going to get news on him either this coming thurs or fri which is tml...i hope i get good news...

god pls bless him....